Saturday, August 6, 2011
I'm sick of everything in life.?
seriously everything good is ruined by the bad, everywhere i walk people are always being evil and negative. People dont act like themselves but acting like people they arent. Everytime i work my tail off on projects and putting in extra effort on a daily basis or anything in general it gets graded poorly or my parents yell at me. Everytime i just finish doing a chore at home my parents yell at me to do something else. Everytime me and my parents talk i immediately i prepare for them to argue because i'm accustomed to it. I try to stay calm which is hard for me but i do stay calm they yell about nothing. I try not to argue because it doesnt resolve anything. Everytime i go to school i feel sick, depressed, tired. Everytime i come home nothing to eat but stale chips (which i understand that people have it worse). Everytime i start to go to bed they yell at me. Everytime i come home im tired. Everytime i finish my chores i start to play a videogame and my parents tell me ive been playing all day when actuallly just for 20 minutes. Every time i walk people throw trash at me and act like deuches. Everytime i wanna play a sport no body in my neighborhood wants to play. Everytime i join a team for YMCA people intentionally play the game the wrong way (No im not a puss, but its happened 3 to 6 times where kids on opposing teams would tackle players, throw b ball like dodgeball etc.) Everytime i go to school i feel i can only relate to a few people who are bland people. Everytime i go to school and communicate with others they are snobs and dont wanna talk. Everytime i like a girl, their going out with some one or they dont wanna talk. Everyday i annalyze everything and cant relax anymore and i dont find anything funny anymore. Everyday i feel stressed and never happy. I know you have a choice to be happy but i find it hard to be because everywhere i go trouble comes to. Everytime i walk into my house my parents tell me to get a job when clearly ive tried in my busy day and no where is hiring. Everytime i think about getting a car i cant because of money issues which relate to the job. everytime i think i have time to relax i can't. Even when i do get time, i cant find anything to do. Everytime i watch tv it is boring, every time i turn on the radio the music sucks. The only time things are enjoyable is watching youtube vids but thats bout it. Everytime i dream of being a wrestler my parents tell me no and remind me of teh injurys ive had in the past. Everytime i talk to my parents about my problems they simply dont wanna listen and interupt. Or they say we will resolve this by doing this tommorow and it never happens. Every time my sister comes home, im kind but shes mean. Everytime i get a new game system it seems to break a year after having it while i take care of it. THE LIST GOES ON AND ON WHERE I TRY SO HARD AND FAIL? HELP SORRY FOR THE LENGTH, if i bored you, im sorry :)
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